Wow for the longest time I've been milling around dreading each day in doing a particular (necessary) activity. All those negative & sarcastic energy may have been drained out finally, and I guess it will take some time for it to return.
People are people, and everyone is a unique individual. I remember in my earlier entry about Understanding I brogged some lofty views on 'listening' and 'empathising'. It shows that I had forgotten for a while, that anger and disappointment is but only an internal feeling I made up - and only for the purpose of wasting my own time and energy.
I am not perfect, and I do have my preferences to not spend time to Understand certain individuals. But the least I could do for myself is to make a conscious effort to remember that any resentment towards them is borne from my own decision and I only have myself to blame. Thus there is no reason to resent. The discipline to remember is what I need and each day I keep my fingers crossed and hope the idea sticks around in my head for a long time.
Having learnt of some unfortunate friends having unfortunate events occurring in their lives, it makes me remember I have lost my focus in life for this period in which I have been so engrossed in being resentful and finding ways to retaliate. I am not a wounded animal and I am not going to behave like one.
I am a thinker, and I want to be constantly thinking. Not just thinking thoughts about Money and Career, but more importantly thoughts about Life and what makes up My Life.
Like - Learning to make things.
Like - Hanging out with people who truly matter.
There's so much to like about Life, what's there to resent!
Tomorrow will be a Happy Day too!
xoxo
♥
People are people, and everyone is a unique individual. I remember in my earlier entry about Understanding I brogged some lofty views on 'listening' and 'empathising'. It shows that I had forgotten for a while, that anger and disappointment is but only an internal feeling I made up - and only for the purpose of wasting my own time and energy.
I am not perfect, and I do have my preferences to not spend time to Understand certain individuals. But the least I could do for myself is to make a conscious effort to remember that any resentment towards them is borne from my own decision and I only have myself to blame. Thus there is no reason to resent. The discipline to remember is what I need and each day I keep my fingers crossed and hope the idea sticks around in my head for a long time.
Having learnt of some unfortunate friends having unfortunate events occurring in their lives, it makes me remember I have lost my focus in life for this period in which I have been so engrossed in being resentful and finding ways to retaliate. I am not a wounded animal and I am not going to behave like one.
I am a thinker, and I want to be constantly thinking. Not just thinking thoughts about Money and Career, but more importantly thoughts about Life and what makes up My Life.
Like - Learning to make things.
Like - Hanging out with people who truly matter.
Like - Dating Pushy and having him feed me delicious stuff
There's so much to like about Life, what's there to resent!
Tomorrow will be a Happy Day too!
xoxo
♥